I'd like to say that things are so much better than this time last year but to be honest things aren't better... they are different. Instead of worrying about what class I should register in or who I'm going to the movies with tonight I am exchanging those worries for new ones like "will my little Tara and Jordan think that my mom and I have abandoned them" or "when is my mom going to need to have a heart/lung transplant" or "can I make it through this day with maybe just one or two more panic attacks". Right now I am living my life second by second because that is all I can manage. I feel like my life is one step forward three steps back. I can't seem to catch up and I feel like I am drowning. Also, Mikhail is a saint.
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